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Suzie Hopkins’ life suddenly turned upside down.
30 years after the wedding, her husband unexpectedly left her to return with a former girlfriend, who was also a wedding adviser.
Hopkins tied up with a roller coaster of emotions – distrust, sadness, anger and confusion.
At the time of his husband’s departure, Hopkins was preparing to release his first book, “What do I do when I go: Mother’s wisdom for her daughter “, collaboration with her daughter, Hailey Batman, an artist and fellow author in 2018, whose work is published in The New Yorkr and The New York Times.
Both decided to turn a destructive breakup for Hopkins into a new graphic novel, “What to do when you are thrown: A guide to breaking your heart. “It gives a keen eye on the complex feelings of losing someone who has ever played an important role in your life.
Over time to recover Hopkins, through a historic countdown, this couple developed a heartbreaking guide that combines practical advice with humor, and helps those who go on healing trip to recognize it That they are worthy of love.
Hopkins and Batman talked to CNN about their experience working with mother and daughter, and they hope how people can benefit from Hopkins’ journey.
These The interview has been lightly edited and thick for clarification.
CNN: What encouraged you to break your sorrow and sorrow with a major audience?
Cashier Hopkins: In 2018, Holly and I was preparing to promote my first book. My husband went about three months ago, and I was in a state of severe trauma when I thought to myself, “God, I should write a book that you should do when you are thrown.” Some time passed, and Hailey bought me Tero Reading as a gift. The reader described the book that I imagined almost one Tea.
I started interviewing strangers about what they learned from breakup, and it impressed me that people really understood what I was going. And many others were facing the same thing. Will be I started writing as a practice of giving out of grief. When I started writing, emotions were hurt, but it ended through it as a way.
CNN: Was it difficult to be weak about the humiliation, sadness and resentment you encountered after your husband left?
Hopkins: It was very difficult and painful. I am a journalist, reporter and editor, but my great hope is that this (book) is helpful to someone else. There were many tears along the way because to act and present my experience in writing – though I used humor – is painful.
I wondered if I would like to be on the breakup and what to get in writing a book. Then Hali introduced the idea of using the parables, and we started to prepare and fix this idea.
Helicopter Batman: It was a really emotional experience for both of us. My father is the person who left my mother, who put me in a strange position. But at the same time, it was natural to work with his mother on this project.
CNN: Can people understand the feelings of the grief of the relationship, even if they are currently going through the breakup?
Batman: We talk about the grief of losing someone (who dies), and it is understood why a person is so destroyed. The authenticity and seriousness of being sad when the relationship is lost is not so much acknowledged. For me, this book is about justifying these feelings of grief, whether you are a separate parent’s child or close to someone who is facing loss.
I too have been my heart broken for years. I am now in the 30s and are happy with happiness, but the pain of past relationships never goes away. For anyone who has broken his heart, the real value is to find out how grief looks like.
Hopkins: Many of the people I interviewed for the book have also gone through really important breakups and believes they should not be sad. There is a lot of pressure to find a new person to help you overcome the breakup or help you overcome these feelings. People have a tendency to suppress their emotions, which is not fruitful. When my husband left, I checked myself in therapy and I knew I was not going to be fine. Many people are in similar situations and have been suffering from unprecedented grief for decades.
CNN: What is a common misconception about passing through the breakup?
Hopkins: People understand the grief that happens with the breakup and how long it can take to accept it. When I divorced, eventually I understood all the troubles that my friends had passed, and I realized that I had been a bad friend because I thought many weddings fell on the way.
I could not afford those who respected the heartbeat that I would do now. I am at an age where some of my friends’ husbands are dying. It’s not the same, but there are some parallel to the grief of losing someone. It is important to be patient with these people, especially if you cannot have a direct relationship with them.
Cnn: What Do Do you hope your audience will be removed from your experience?
Hopkins: I hope this book brings some happiness. When my husband was gone, I was 58 years old, and I am now 65 years old. My whole world was this person, and I never felt as lonely as I had gone to my world. It can be difficult to find people who will suffer the grief of your relationship by listening to you. People get fed up with it.
I think sitting in a dark room with a book that doesn’t decide that you will help people feel lonely. I just wanted a roadmap that could help me get out of the deep sorrow I was, and it would be my greatest reward to help someone else.
Batman: I think of the dedication of the book that my mother wrote, which says, “If you need a thread of hope to fix a torn heart, this book is for you. “ I hope readers will go with hope and feel the motivation to move forward. The book is about grief, but we worked hard to bring a lot of humor to the book. You have to find ways to laugh and it is difficult to practice it to bring something warm in something. I like to change the point of view that can relieve someone with a broken heart.
Cnn: What lesson Did you learn by writing this book?
Hopkins: In my marriage, I noticed that I was part of two personalities. Once my husband went, I suddenly felt like I was half of myself. What I learned on the way is that this life is in my form and it can be difficult when you are in partnership. Finding your way is up to you. I did exactly what I said in the book. I have been walking in circles for a few years. You have to give yourself a lot of sympathy, time and grace to reach this point where you are able to do so.
Batman: When your world explodes and you have to pieces, you don’t want this kind of pain on anyone. But the lesson I have taken from this book is that we are much stronger than what we give to ourselves, and this thread of hope in my mother’s journey after divorce is a change for me. Is It is impressive to see my mother turning her sorrow into such a ridiculous, beautiful and personal thing. I think our message is that incredible pain can cause something beautiful. I really think it can help break people’s hearts.
